| Monday, May 23rd, 2005 |
| 3:52 pm |
enough with the anonomious stuff
ok look people it would be a great help if wou put who u where or just had it display ur username cuz i'm kind of getting sick of getting coments form "anonomious" people. catch yah on the flip side...;) |
| Thursday, May 12th, 2005 |
| 9:36 pm |
wow life is a fucking bitch
i've been physicaly exhuasted for the past year or so and i cnat seem to catch up. and my rents r planning on taking me to yosemite this weekend but what they dont know is i ant going. and well my heart hurts heart ache u know. just got played by three girls but i cant stay away fomr two of them. i just want to die and let it all fade away. welcome to my black existance. i'm a shadow among men and a ghost among shadows. |
| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 |
| 9:16 pm |
hey ever one
hey eveyr one ya wlel i'm kinda depressed and thast just how i am now. it jsut gets worse i love my girlfriend but things are had. o well i'm just hopless. |
| Thursday, April 14th, 2005 |
| 9:08 pm |
well i'm back from costa rica it was coola nd all but i mena i missed here. i got a car it's so cool. life at school is ok. i've been loosing some in track but i'll get them later. well just saying hi catch ya later. |
| Thursday, March 17th, 2005 |
| 8:12 pm |
wow been forever
hey eveyr one i have a new girl friend. defenetly intend to stay with erh for a long time. i lvoe her but i wont go into that. well yes i'm sitll alive but sometimes i wish i wasnt. well my track is going ok i guess. i'm the main hurdeler for my school and dont loose often so i'm doing well. and i'm going to costa rica tomorrow. so i wont ahev time to get ur responses of course some of them i dont want. well catch you all later. |
| Thursday, January 6th, 2005 |
| 7:22 pm |
hey every one shit aint been fun latly. but lauren been helping me out. (not my sister she doenst help shit). well i dont know what to say right now catch ya on the fliside! Current Mood: who the hell knows |
| Friday, December 17th, 2004 |
| 9:49 pm |
my god this fuckin sucks
wow is lauren seriously the only that gives a shit? man thats pathetic one person on this planet cares. 13 billion people on the planet and one cares! how awful am i for that to be true? o well life sucks heather hates me i have no friends and ya. Current Mood:  in an awful hurt wayCurrent Music: crossfade |
| Thursday, December 16th, 2004 |
| 9:49 pm |
hey
hey everybody. well life has me down n wont stop kickin me in the ribs aint it fun. heather broke up with me friday and now i'm lost and just dont really have anything. well typical me find somthing good ruin it n just get screwed. hey i should be used to all this pain and shit i mean hell i've only been living it all my life. hey who the hell really cares. does she care waht she did? snow balls chance in hell. just another person to hurt me to bad it just gets worse every time. and o ya the best news of all i started cutting again aint it pleasent. well i think so mabey i would be better off dead along with every one else i know. probly.... eh o well i'll just torment the bastards for a while before i leave them with a fucken mess to deal with. later every one ok random tangent why do i bother saying good bye if no one reads this crap? why do i bother writing this crap if no one reads it? eh who cares. |
| Saturday, November 20th, 2004 |
| 12:43 pm |
wow last night was a blast
last night at sadies i had suck a fun time. it was awsome i was so increadly happy. i mean i forget every one else was their to me it was just me n heather n holding her staring into her eyes it was just perfect. not even the mild vertigo me n her got n all the pain killers i took n my sprained ankle coulnt bring us down. it was like nothing i ever felt and it was great. |
| Monday, November 15th, 2004 |
| 6:57 pm |
no i'm not dead
ya i'm still alive all. not like any of u care but now i have something to write bout. new girlfriend she is amazing it's incredible i mean i dont know what to say it imposible to put it into words how great she is. and in fear of her reading this n blushing cuz she hates it when i make her blush i will stop their. lol love ya babe. |
| Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 |
| 4:16 pm |
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| 4:02 pm |
lol
it's so right lol anna u know ur with me |
| 3:53 pm |
hahaha
is that me let me know what u think |
| Tuesday, August 17th, 2004 |
| 1:33 pm |
well jennifer wants revenge
for what i dont know but shane was andry thats all we still love each other we r back together n jennifer is out of my life but i cant forget her cuz this scare on my arm thanks jenn. o well i love u shane ! |
| Monday, August 16th, 2004 |
| 5:26 pm |
can i die now?
well shane hates me n i'm single n have a completly broken heart i dont want to go on any more. and chris is taking the two ppl i cant live with out jennifer and shane of course shane just left on her own so it's just jenn then. he is taking her from my life. but it doesnt mean much anyway she just keeps me around to catch her when she falls. only once have i felt this pain before with jenn but she didnt want to shane just didnt care she wanted to do it she wanted to hurt me. SOMEONE KILL ME PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
| Saturday, August 14th, 2004 |
| 4:49 pm |
hey every body
i'm back well i have been for a few days but thast beside the point. hawaii was awsome lots of chikens on kaui tho. well i did alot of writing while their in hawaii if any of u want to hear it just ask n i'll show u.. later love u shane |
| Monday, July 26th, 2004 |
| 12:52 pm |
hawaii here i come
ok every body i know ur not gonna miss be but o well. i'll be in hawaii for almost three weeks u know chillin n hoping my shoulder gets better. i'll c u guys when i get back if u still remember me. later |
| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 |
| 6:24 pm |
well shit went down then up
it's kinda good news bad news thing ok well good news i'm back with shane and i really love her bad new jennifer sudenly doensnt love me she hates me she broke my heart and hurts me when ever posible. ok thats what happened jennifer is a selfish bitch now and i love shane more than i ever loved jennifer. shane and i r perfect together just glad she broke up with that asshole brenden. i guess thats all i dont know really what else to say besides jennifer grow up and learn something from life and I LOVE U SHANE! |
| Monday, June 28th, 2004 |
| 11:27 am |
whats wrong with me?
what the hell is wrong with me i'm 15 5 feet 9 inches tall 130 pounds of mucsle, i'm a machine i dont hvae emotions and yet one silly girl reduces me to tears everytime i think about her. she broke my heart and i still cant get over her i cant so much as think of anyother girl in that way. why do i feel like this? whay does this hurt so much i mean she is just a silly little girl right? god i used to be made of steel nothing could touch me. i would be only a few inches from death and it wouldnt bother me i would just step closer, i didnt feel pain i didnt feel sorrow i felt nothing. but now i'm afraid of everything and thats what she did to me. she changed me from steel to flesh. and then she cut my heart out n cround it into the dirt. but i can't think of any other girl besides her, and some how i still want her i still want to hold her and let the night slip by with her in my arms. why? why do i want her? why do i feel this way? |
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